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I’ve thought of every reason not to,
and still do.
That was me a year ago, or maybe more than two.
So I stepped back, hoping distance will blur the view,
Yet somehow everything still carries a shadow of you.
Now I’m tired
tired in a slow-quit way,
tired of pretending I’m okay,
tired of explaining why I still care
when everything tells me not to stay.
And maybe that’s the heartbroken part:
not that I loved you once that day,
but that I still do, always,my way.


Still, I Stay

[…] So I’ll stand here, in silent still,
Carrying a heart that’s hard to fill.
Hiding the signs, pretending we're fine
With no crossing lines so i started to write
But deep inside, I hold my breath,
Hoping love won't fade till death.
JUST waiting for that one fog to clear away,
And  words unspoken finally find their way.
For maybe, JUST “maybe”, you'll finally see 
That what's between us is meant to be.




Meant To Be

They said: “A love like yours would fade”
That I was chasing what could never stay.
So i turned their noise into reasons to believe 
That we’re truly born and meant to be

I defended you against the truth,
As if my faith could make you stay.
I thought if love could live in words,
Then you’d be mine, despite the ways

But it seems they were right all along,
And I was the only one being wrong .
My love was never yours to give,
Nor my lines a home for you to live

Some loves are meant to burn, then die,
To bloom so bright, then fade from sight .
They shine once brilliant, yet fully blind,
Then fade like dreams we leave behind
Like dreams we touch but cant keep,
As they drift away, then fall asleep.

And now as my poem comes to an end,
I lay my pen down to rest
Never chasing what once left
For loving you was never regret.
Yet a quiet truth I won’t forget.
And  your absence now I understand,
Not my choice, but God’s own plan.


Quit truth

And here I am,
writing a whole book about you
but never a chapter of us.
Because we were January and December:
only a month away ,yet a year apart.
Doesn’t it sound hard?
Absolutely, yes.
That’s why I’ll say it now and for the last time:
there’s still an empty page,
I’ll keep it white, for maybe a “will.”
And yes as I’ve already said” for the last time”,
Call it whatever you desire
“selfish,” maybe, never mind.
There’s nothing left to hold, nothing left to rewrite.
The pages are yours to fill now, if you ever dare to try.
I once believed in forever, yet even forever can fade.
And so, this is the ending: unfinished, but enough.
No more Januarys waiting for December.
No more empty promises disguised as hope.
This story? It’s mine now.
Way too long but it deserves.


Unfinished Yet Enough 

Since this year is coming to an end,
I can say nothing more than Im blessed.
Not from the deep bottom of my heart,
But from the tired thoughts inside my head.
Blessed to leave your heavy cross behind,
A weight I thought was mine to hold,
Since i believed I could carry us both,
That my strength could make you stay all along,
So I defended your lies against the truth,
Afraid of what honesty would take away,
And maybe that’s the blessing not that I loved you once that day,
but that I survived loving someone who never learned how to stay.

Blessed

I thought the idea of “ JUST US”
Would stand a bit longer this time 
Not forever perhaps
But long enough to believe it might.
Never knowing I’d be here now,
Gathering the pieces you left behind
Fighting your ghost deep inside
In the quiet corners of my mind.
So I began to write what silence knew
The hidden words beneath my fear
The only truth you’ll never hear
What trembling lips could never speak.
Yet I still carry you in my lines
And hold you softly through my sights
The way you never held me right.
Learning slowly how to leave
For i once decided to believe
In the love that you’ll never feel.


Just Us

I often wonder, now and then,
What love might truly mean to them.
They speak so loud, yet seem unsure,
As if their words could promise more.
Until the day my eyes met yours,
When love stood certain, truly pure.
it’s even deeper beyond their way
not even close to what they say
Far past the bounds of their cliché.
A love unknown, yet mine alone,
That speaks in whispers all its own.

Mine Alone

You don’t read my poems anymore,
And maybe that’s okay;
They’re shorter than they used to be,
But sharper in their way.
Never mind, I’ll forever write you in my lines
So I finally get the only answer my mind wishes to find.
Have you ever cared or even tried
To read the love within my eyes,
Or were you always blind ?

Have you?

I'm not gonna waste my time
With words that barely hold the line.
I guess l've got to tell the truth:
We're just friends and nothing more, 
But when you look me in the eyes, l'm not sure.
There's something deeper, hard to find,
A gentle storm within my mind.
That's when my heart can't help but question why,
For every glance, a lake of doubt, 
That leaves me wondering what it's all about.
But until then, I'll hold the line 
Hoping for the moment, for that one time, When love will speak what you should hear,
And cherish this "our sweet, thin line “

Our Sweet, Thin Line

@Lostinliness

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