Question 1

Where are you from?

Accepted Answer

I was born in Spain, and my roots inspire much of my creative work.

Question 2

Are you part of the bear community?

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Yes! I proudly identify as a bear—a big and burly gay man—and embrace body positivity and sensuality.

Question 3

How did you get started in music?

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I fell in love with music as a child, DJed at 14, and released my first single in the early ’90s.

Question 4

What’s your biggest musical influence?

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Artists like Jean-Michel Jarre, Quincy Jones, Prince, Maurice White, The Bee Gees, Barry White, Michael Jackson and Kraftwerk have shaped my sound.

Question 5

What is your creative process like?

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I dive into every aspect—writing, producing, visuals, and sometimes even nude photography—as part of telling a deeper story.

Question 6

What’s something surprising about your journey?

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I transitioned from being a successful producer behind the scenes to becoming an independent artist and performer.

Question 7

Where can I listen to your music?

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You can find my albums and singles on Spotify, Apple Music, and other streaming platforms.

Question 8

Do you perform live?

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Yes! I’ve performed at events, and also Dj like my annual Disco Infurno  party at Beefdip and have plans to explore live soulful sets.

Question 9

Where can I watch your music videos?

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My music videos are on YouTube and exclusive versions are on Patreon or OnlyFans.

Question 10

What album should I start with?

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“8 Days in a Bear’s Life” or “Osito” are great places to begin!

Question 11

Do you have physical copies of your albums?

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Yes, you can find CDs, vinyl and other merch on my website and Amazon.

Question 12

Why did you start an OnlyFans?

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I started Patreon during the pandemic to sustain my work, then had to open Only Fans to avoid others doing it for me. It also became a liberating space for artistic exploration.

Question 13

What type of content do you share on Patreon vs. OnlyFans?

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•	Patreon: Behind-the-scenes music content, demos, uncensored visuals, and artistic projects.
	•	OnlyFans: More explicit and sensual content, connected to my music and artistic process.

Question 14

How do you balance music and adult content?

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Both are connected to my creative journey and inspire each other in surprising ways.

Question 15

Do you collaborate with other creators?

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I prefer collaborations that feel meaningful and emotionally connected.

Question 16

How do you protect your content from piracy?

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Piracy is a constant challenge, but I remain committed to creating for those who value and respect my work.

Question 17

What’s your relationship status?

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I’m happily married to Jose Spinnin Cortes, a talented DJ and producer from Mexico.

Question 18

How do you stay body-positive?

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I embrace my body through photography, music, and creating content that celebrates sensuality at any age or size.

Question 19

What inspires your sensual side?

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Life, human connection, and the freedom to explore my creativity without boundaries.

Question 20

How are you managing your health journey?

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I’m undergoing treatment for colon and lung cancer and focusing on healing while balancing my work.

Question 21

What sign are you?

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Libra, was born on October 1, 1967

Question 22

What’s your guilty pleasure food?

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KFC and cheese pizza! (and any sweet actually)

Question 23

If you could live as an animal for a day, what would you choose?

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A dolphin—they seem so joyful and curious.

Question 24

What’s your favorite place in the world?

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A beach in Alicante, Spain and Puerto Vallarta in Mexico.

Question 25

What’s one movie you could recite line for line?

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Superstar with Molly Shannon!

Question 26

What do fans love most about you?

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My butt, apparently! 😂

Question 27

What’s a fun fact people don’t know about you?

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I once woke up from a couch where I was holding hands with Prince and ran away because I didn't know what to say to him!

Question 28

If you could have a superpower, what would it be?

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If you could have a superpower, what would it be?

Question 29

What’s one piece of advice you live by?

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Stay authentic and embrace what makes you unique. Also, take care of yourself, health first.

Question 30

What’s your favorite type of cookie? 🍪

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I think I love them all, but oatmeal and blueberries are two of the ones I've been eating the most lately.

Question 31

Why the steampunk vibe in many of your projects?

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That was brought to the table by the talented and missed designer Pablo Vazquez (may he rest in peace). When we started working on moods and styles for the design of my first album “Songs For A Better Future” I had just done a photo shoot with a vintage tuxedo, with the idea of editing the pictures into apocalyptic backgrounds, and it was him who suggested steampunk and it all made sense, because it reflected the retro futuristic style I wanted to follow with my music arrangements as well. And it was a universe that allowed me to wear clothes that I find very flattering to big guys.

Question 32

Who’s Jeremy Morse and what’s your relationship?

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Jeremy Morse is an accomplished dancer and Go-Go from Phoenix, Arizona who I have been working with on music videos since the beginning. He was the one who danced in my first music video "I'll Be Good". Then we did the music video for "Tell Me Why" together where we played a real state fantasy where he sells me a house and we have a torrid affair. Then he wrote the music video for "Beautiful Nothing" in which we both starred, dancing at a pool party full of bears, and we both appeared again in the music video for "Love Vibes", which was shot on location in Las Vegas (USA) while attending the Biggervegas gay bear event in 2022. He's also a very dear and close friend.

Question 33

Are there explicit versions of your music videos?

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Yes, you can find all of them on my Patreon, and some on Only Fans and Just For Fans as well. But if you're interested in them, check out my Patreon, where you'll find alternate (and explicit) versions of "Tell Me Why," "I Don't Wanna Fight," "Traitor," and "Can I Be Loved," among others.

Question 34

What will I find on your books?

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Each of my books is a listening companion to the album that gives it its title. You will find the lyrics to all the songs, liner notes, anecdotes and little stories about the songs and the inspiration behind them. You will also find up to 105 photos and illustrations on each book, sometimes related to the songs, sometimes to the moment I was going through. There are explicit photos, so it's a book aimed at an adult gay audience.

Benjamin Koll

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