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It’s on the desire of experiencing the most and creating as much as one is capable of, along with the constant thought about the momentary and mysterious nature of life lingering in the back of my mind.

5:55!

When one falls,
somehow always finds a way to get a backup,
In this cycle lies the true meaning of life; 
unfolds how when one’s plan fails, 
it’s always ready with the backup. 
A much better one, providing you ease when you don’t even know from where you would’ve begun.
 One must make choices which he\she would be able to face,
 cuz the guilt of not doing what you could’ve due to lack of bravery haunts more than any unsolved case.
The fall, if u ever greet, from your own eyes, 
Is the hardest to get up from, 
surpassing all consolidative terms and lies.
 
-Ruhika 


The deepest fall.

Try, to not let your soul die
In this society that surrounds us,
Have to be strong, 
cuz there’s no way to escape it and all its unwanted fuss,
It might take away your kindness, 
still be kind!
It might make you a little negative, 
still look for the brightest flower, even if hard to find.
It might teach you listening to you heart is for the weak, 
still give a little break to your mind!
 
- Ruhika


Still!

Make the most out of today
most out of what you hv today 
most out of who you hv today
It’s a verity, moments become memories 
but knowing this shouldn’t hold u back from living nd loving fully, the fear of tomorrow shouldn’t be there…cuz that’s what you can never control …live in the moment, the future isn’t ours to see. 
Carpe diem! 

Spoiler: we all die one day.


"Carpe Diem"

I’m healing and hurting at the same time,
Loving and leaving at the same time,
Overthinking and letting go at the same time,
Laughing and crying at the same time, 
Feeling enough and half-filled at the same time.
I’ve evolved from when I cared too much to this day,
Where I don’t give a dime…..
This Living, this living, this living….was never a project of mine.


The Never-Ending Project

Why does my heart start beating so fast!?
for a second I feel completely stuck between the future and the past. The present seems to fade away..it takes the serenity and energy along with it and makes it hard to get through the day.
I convince myself that my mind doesn’t hold any great powers …and that in a garden, no two are the same kind of flowers. It gets hard to find peace even after a single disturbing thought…”why does my mind has to think soo much”..is the question I tend to ask myself a lot.
my mind thinks..my heart races,
this connection is undying in all human cases, runnin out of thoughts which tend to calm me down and fill the empty spaces.
have to rlly start trying to just simply let my thoughts flow, without letting my fear and anxiety get uplifted due to not opposing them and rather choose to feel low. 
I can’t let this be the end…hv to create a better environment to give a peaceful ending to this show!


“When that feeling kicks in…."

We all are running from our own thoughts,
Lost in the midst of a place which thinks a lot
Trying to reach out to others, just so we could run from ourselves and discover that they too suffer. Being in a room full of close ones tends to aid, thinking too much just drains our energy and makes the happiness fade.
There’s not much to say, about my thoughts which can be described as grey.
Seeking peace & contentment, Lately it’s getting hard to face the phrase “come what may”.

- Ruhika 


Power to Kill...

                         AmOR
(there’s no other choice than to love in my dictionary ig)

I fell for it, again,
All the efforts I made for someone new this time went in the same vain 
But this time, I got no serious pain,
Since I’ve been familiar with walking down this lane
I’m just letting this page know that I still haven’t got anyone whom I can be with, untamed!
Even after making such mistakes with people, I ain’t ashamed.
Cause, Amor, it’s something that’ll make me walk down this lane again and again.
I’m sure I’ll be back with some pen in my hand and writing bout the same after being drenched in some other rain!
She told me to understand, and I did
But how do I tell anyone, how hard am I hit.
No clue, what’s gonna be next
Decided not to reply to any other ‘sorry’ text.



                                                                                            

AmOR

C.H.O.I.C.E
We always have a choice,
choice to forgive, choice to let go,
Choice to do better each day by keep going even when you don’t know.
A choice to work hard or to be kind,
This might sound really simple but often doesn’t even enter our mind.
We make a choice every day,
Who we are is what our choices display.
Remember, we always have a choice,
A choice to be honest, or to betray.
A choice to move on, or to replay.
A choice to be the best version of yourself,
to accept and outgrow oneself.
Choose what feels right, even when you are hopeless,
think like you are alright.The world is neither black nor white,
It's how you choose it to be, how you choose to perceive
and whether or not you appreciate what you receive.
Choose what feels right,even if it hurts.
Choose to be kind,don’t hesitate to reimburse.Choose a good intention and make sure it asserts.There is always room to grow, to leave the past behind and shine with a new glow.
It all depends on what you choose!

C.H.O.I.C.E

                              Sometimes

Sometimes, it’s tough to be who you are every single day,
It’s scary, to happily keep going when you don’t 
know what might come your way.
Sometimes, we feel all caged & suffocated in our own skin,
We want to feel better, but don’t know from where to begin.
Nobody really knows what’s going on,
Sometimes, all we hope for is a new dawn.
Everybody’s aware that we as humans have a common end,
‘but I’m superior to him’ is what they like to pretend.
They say death’s uncertain, but so is life,
Let’s just be happy, why wait for the afterlife.
Sometimes, it’s tough to be who you are every single day,
But there’s no other option except to reboot & continue,
Come what may!

 - Ruhika Vij


Sometimes

          F.I.G.H.T
(fear is great he thinks)

Fighting each day, fighting these days,
Those thoughts, those people in our heads whom we let to criticize us in all the possible ways.
Fighting with myself,
To control and redirect my mind to something which proves to be good to oneself.
Fighting in my head w a version of me,
Which I never wanna be.
Fighting with my past self, w my past choices,
Cuz I don’t want to repeat my old mistakes so I fight to shut these voices.
Fighting to keep the things I want under my control,
Even though I know that someday I’ll sit tired w a broken soul.
Well I don’t wanna fight, but I guess I hv to,
Cuz I once heard somebody say “honey if u want something, then there is something u gotta do”.
So I’ll never stop fighting, till the very end.
No matter what the outcome would be, I’ll always work n hope to ascend.

- Ruhika Vij


F.I.G.H.T

                                          The Perfect Place

To go to someplace where nobody knows your name,
Levelling up or down as it pleases our happiness, what a nice game
Having nobody to prove anything to,
Nobody to tell us what to do,
Just an exciting new journey where each and every move is made only by YOU.
To go to someplace where everybody seems good,
The nice feeling you receive just by roaming around the hood.
Away from all the people and stress,
From convincing to validating people and all that mess
Away from the doubts built up in your mind,
Some due to others and some just cuz your minds keeps hitting ‘rewind’.To go to someplace where there’s no one you know to compare yourself to,
Away from the guilt of not being able to do what others expect you to do.
A place where your own expectations are the only which matter,
Oh to go to someplace where nobody knows your name, just like throwing the burnt cake away and starting to prepare a fresh batter.
-Ruhika

The Perfect Place

The usual way!

Social obligations, forced conversations,
Leads us to nowhere, leaves us with nobody in the end to care,
Performing as per society, faking being respectful and mighty..
Some are stuck with their social construct,
Some are broken by criticism when they stand up to obstruct.
The usual way of living might be easier to follow…but it also tears one’s soul apart and leaves them as creatures of guilt and fear…being completely hollow.
 
- Ruhika


The usual way!

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